Well I have an addiction, it's called World of Warcraft.
I can't leave this game alone!
It has drawn me out of reality an into the vast magical world.
I spend more time on the game than anywhere else these days, and for that I appologize, though once I get my scanner running again, I promise to upload some pictures, they are old for me, but new to the art community.

I guess I'm not so great at this journal writting thing.

Hmm, I need some inspiration.
I want to draw, but I'm not having a good time finding a muse.
I hate feeling creative but with nothing to use as an outlet. It's frustrating!

I'll try to be more expressive in my journal writting..no promises though.

I feel lost in life.
I don't know why.
It has no purpose right now.
I've been feeling so down and out and need something to cheer me up, but I don't know what that something is.
Perhaps I need to escape the frozen hell I live in for a while.
Winter can takes it's toll on a person.
*sigh*
Life sucks.



Please check out my Scraps. I'll be putting alot of unfinished work in there. The idea is there but I lack the ambition

It seems today I started out on the wrong foot.
Every time I turned around today something went wrong.
I'd do the wrong thing, things wouldn't work out, or I'd say something to offend someone.
I got off work and came home, and started stressing out on my fiance. Not that he did anything wrong, but I had a complete break down. I then go back to work for some extra training which is all fine, I'm just tired and stuff, but come home to check on DeviantART and find a reply to a note I left on someone's Deviation. On a normal day this probably wouldn't have made me upset, but I felt the person was blaming me for trying to start the "if you don't like it, you don't know what art is" battle.
You see, the picture was of slightly larger women, and I had seen a few mean comments putting her down. Personally I thought it was beautiful work, and that negative comments like that are unessicary. I had actually written that they didn't have a very good concept of beautiful, I never said that it wasn't good art. Ugly art can be good art, but putting someone down because they aren't "skinny" enough for you is wrong. I'm a big person and I deal with stuff like this more often than I think anyone should ever have to endure.
Am I wrong for standing up for a person's rights?

Well I guess I'll start off by introducing myself.
I'm a pretty average person who leads a pretty average life who also draws pretty average pictures.
I'm nothing spectacular, neither is my art.
I have no clue what else I'll put up on here.
I'm afraid of criticism, but I also want it too.

I don't have many friends on this site or real-life. I hope to change that, at least for here.
I'd love to pour my heart out here, but I'm afraid I'd scare what few people do visit this page!